Monday, December 15, 2014

"I felt a shadow pass over me . . ."



THE THIRD SUNDAY OF ADVENT
Year B
December 14, 2014
Psalm 126
1 Thessalonians 5:16-24
John 1:6-8, 19-28
Pastor David Tryggestad
Concordia Evangelical Lutheran Church
Duluth, Minnesota


I felt a shadow pass over me,
though not a shadow of foreboding.
So fleeting it was that had I blinked
I might have missed it,
and the thought of missing it
made me grateful that I had not.
The eagle sliced a shadow
through the otherwise brightly lighted landscape
that I had grown accustomed to.
I needed the shadow to remind me
that I dwell in radiant glory.[1]

Today is the commemoration of John of the Cross, the Spanish mystic and poet, who lived a generation or so after Martin Luther. As was and still is typical practice for members of a Roman Catholic order, John took the name of a person he admired from the Bible or from history. He chose to name himself after John the baptizer, in part because he was born on the day of the commemoration of the forerunner of Jesus. So it seems doubly fitting that we might consider something of the life and writings of John of the Cross as we wade into our texts for today.

John was born in Spain in 1542 into dire poverty, and his father died when he was but a child, leaving his mother and her three sons destitute. When John was a teenager, he worked at a hospital and also receive his first formal education at a Jesuit school. He became a Carmelite friar, and shortly after met Teresa of Avila, noted for her religious fervor and zeal, especially in instituting reforms in her order of nuns, reforms that reverted back to some of the more austere practices of renunciation of earlier times. John came under her reforming influences and began instituting some of the same austere practices, which alarmed some of the religious powers-that-be opposed to the reforms. In 1577, at the age of 35, John was arrested.

He spent the next nine months in hellish conditions [in a 6’x10’ cell]—damp frigid cold that winter, stifling heat in the summer, darkness which badly strained his eyes (the only opening was a two-inch horizontal slit near the ceiling), lice infestation, dysentery from the stale scraps of sardines and bread, and vomit-inducing stench due to the fact that his hateful jailer would only change his waste bucket every several days. Not least was the constant humiliation and frequent torture from fellow “Christian” friars, who took him out a few times each week into the rectory at mealtimes, where he was made to kneel like a dog and endure much verbal scorn and bodily flogging and caning for daring to help launch the reform with Teresa. . . . The period was especially hard on [John] because his own great humility made him begin to seriously doubt himself . . .

Yet it was during this Dark Night of the Soul (he apparently coined the phrase), this period of being stripped of all material and spiritual consolations, this being “totally undone and re-fashioned in God,” that [John] issued forth the early verses of some of his major poems. A new jailer had come in after six months, and given John a fresh tunic and a pen, ink and small notebook for “composing a few things profitable to devotion.” . . . The first part of his Spiritual Canticle poem and other verses soon followed, [expressing] his intense realizations of the transpersonal God, his love for the personal Lord, and the blazing power of Spirit, which had stoked a profound fire in him, overcoming the interior and exterior darkness of his dire situation.[2]

We will return to John of the Cross. But now to John the baptizer, after whom John of the Cross took his name.

For the second Sunday in a row we hear from John the baptizer—last week from the Gospel of Mark, today from the Gospel of yet another John, John the Evangelist.

In today’s Gospel, John the baptizer points directly to Jesus: “There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light” (John 1:6-8).

John the baptizer also went to prison, to King Herod’s prison. However, unlike his namesake, John of the Cross, John the baptizer never got out of prison alive. You recall the story of King Herod’s beguiling niece demanding the head of John the baptizer on a platter during the King’s birthday party. Despite his imprisonment, John remained faithful to his message and to his Lord.

The Apostle Paul also knew imprisonment, beatings, even being stoned and left for dead. Yet Paul could astonish fellow prisoners in his singing for joy in the Lord. In his letter to the Philippians, in whose midst Paul had been imprisoned along with Silas while they were in Philippi, Paul writes: “Rejoice in the Lord always; again, I will say, Rejoice” (Philippians 4:4). In our Second Reading for today, Paul writes, “Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you” (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).

We talked quite a long time during Sandwich & Scripture Bible study this past Wednesday about this last verse: “. . . give thanks in all circumstances . . .”

Paul could rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances because he knew the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus, his Lord (Philippians 3:8). John the baptizer could rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances because he knew that he himself was not the light, but that he came to bear witness to the light. A verse that is omitted from our Gospel for today follows: “The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world” (John 1:9). John the baptizer could rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances because he knew the true light of Christ Jesus.

John of the Cross could rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances because he knew the true light of Christ Jesus. John wrote that, just as the moon does not have light on its own, but receives and reflects the light of the sun, so, too, do we receive and reflect the light of God:

Would not the sun have lost its mind if it said to the moon,
“Dear, give me more light.”

For does not all the moon’s beauty and charm come
from the sun’s existence;
could we even see the moon if it was not for the sun’s being?

Is anything we see of earth and sky and each other not dependent
on the Sun, on the real Sun—God?
Are we not some extension of His Being?
Does not all form have its life in reflecting Him? It does.[3]

“Does not all form have its life in reflecting Him?” John of the Cross could rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances because he lived in and reflected the light of God, in the light of Christ Jesus.

Do we not all live our lives within the context of the radiant light, the radiant glory of Christ Jesus?

I felt a shadow pass over me,
though not a shadow of foreboding.
So fleeting it was that had I blinked
I might have missed it,
and the thought of missing it
made me grateful that I had not.
The eagle sliced a shadow
through the otherwise brightly lighted landscape
that I had grown accustomed to.
I needed the shadow to remind me
that I dwell in radiant glory.

Thanks be to God!



    
       [1]David Tryggestad, “I Felt a Shadow Pass Over Me,” December 12, 2014.
    
     [2] http://www.enlightened-spirituality.org/John_of_the_Cross.html (accessed December 11, 2014).

     [3]John of the Cross, “A Nursery Rhyme” (excerpt), trans. Daniel Ladinsky, Love Poems from God: Twelve Sacred Voices from the East and West (New York: Penguin Compass, 2002), 313. 

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